Assist Not Available

As my earlier assistant resigned for greener pastures, theBoss delegate the task of choosing the next new staff to me.

As I am based on site, where we shared office with other companies, I resorted to ask for their advise.


1st advise: Don't get high achievers anymore, they won't last long here.
I snap it up.. backup up with my own reasoning, hokkien says.. GEH KIANG!

So, I took found one,

not good looking - safe
get cert, get diploma, then finally degree - should have very sound basic and understanding
older with longer studies - should be more mature

so-so result - less chance of jumping gun

After a few days, and few "tutoring" on how to "sketch" a simple cross-section, I think I have made the wrong choice. I mean, I was never a good student, good engineers but clear blur on simple things which I honestly think I will be able to do in school and an engineer can't, it's really saddening.

Another office sharer debunk my hire reasoning easily. Why take someone who will work long term if they are not any help to you. Ouch!

So, here I am, stealing some time from banging my head against this monitor while "teaching" why will the level reduce after a 1.5% gradual slope. I even tips for easy work, use a speadsheet.

"APA TU SPREADSHEET?" She asked.

If you can excuse me again, I need to continue banging my head.

Ill again

I'm ill again... sigh

I'm not special

Can someone tell me that I'm special, even though I'm not? :(

Kinda need that now...

Holiday Inn Buffet

This post is due some times back. Early of the month, Steve treat us evil doers a generous buffet meal at Holiday Inn Melaka. The reason? He's got BIG BIG salary on that month.

I appologized that I forgot to take our normal glutton and messy dinner table.

This is what Steve eat halfway, delicious chocolate cake.

My ice-cream dessert Vs Baozzz's Super Strawberry ice-cream

My fruit dessert Vs Baozzz's another round of Super Strawberry ice-cream

This is still what balanced on Steve's plate.

Overall, its a OK meal la. We're the first to arrive, last to leave. Typical MTians. A very big thanks to Steve employer.

Donut Without sugar

My oh my, I didn't know that we could miss someone so much.

It's like eating donut, but without sugar. Or roti canai, without dhal. Or coconut water, without the flesh.

Shitty Work Day

Really bad and shitty day at work today!

haizzzzz :(

Wedding And Death... again

I have attended a wedding of my wife ex-colleague in the weekend, then I received a sms stating the father of my childhood friend have kicked the bucket unexpectedly.

Sigh... wedding and death seems to come in parallel to me

Thursday Dateline, Today is Tuesday

I was asked to help out on a big project. Thursday due, and I was handed over 3 building types. Despite my crazily overdue own task, I have to accept as all supporting staff would not be available to me too.

3 types, every type of the building normally need at least 3 days for my design.

FUCK LIAO LOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am nothing but a Sad Clown

Most people always have the impression that I am happy. Of course that is after knowing me, people who don't know me thinks I'm cold and unfriendly.

Well, I do look happy. I do sound happy, but am I happy?

I doubt anyone in this world understand me, I doubt anyone will ever will............

Godzilla Hunt Bali - Part 2

But I am determined not to die, cornered,

I let my true self loose.

Don't mess with me when I'm on fire!

It was now running away, each of its giant step pulling itself further from me but I will not be dishearted.

I will swing

and climb just to get you

Godzilla pees and make the holes here

Along the way, Horizon and others could still managed to have their crazily long shopping detour. It seems the only was to have them moving again is after satisfiying their insanity shopping lust. It was finally over after 3 hours 27 minutes.... and 59 second.

Godzilla thinking it can leave without me catching up

It's so close, but I still felt I am the victor this time