Thursday, July 31, 2008


Boss ask me 2 remind u 2 be punctual when u punch in at bbap site. Saw yr punch in time late as usual. U should know by now dato sure will complain boss very soon. 2 avoid it pls be punctual.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

World Weariness

Did you ever notice that on certain days, the will to procrastinate even sleep. Soon, 12am changed to 1, 1 to 2… and still you wouldn't go to sleep. And when you finally sleep, you don’t want to get up. You get up, you don’t want to go work, when u work, u didn't have enough time to come home, and after your home, you tired, and still do not want to go to sleep.

The incoherent mind, the stress, the pressure, the tiredness, the guilt, the sadness. And all of the sudden, world weariness makes you lose the will to live.

I don’t cry, but stop crying your heart out… and die……. Just die……

Monday, July 14, 2008

My Best Score Yet #3

I think this will be the final one. I doubt it can be bettered by me.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

A Tiny break from Misery

I am glad I didn’t post what I intended earlier yesterday. Well, it’s in line with the recent sad, bitter, misery post. So today I am gonna post something happy. For me la of course!

The lonely project I am involved~

I wanted to maxed out the car stereo and drown my shouting in on my way back from a dreadful meeting. Well, one thing lead to another, I didn’t get that chance.

Upon reaching office, Girlboy reminded me of a foot massage promotion. It was a new joint, located on a jetty. RM25 for an hour, I jumped to the chance.

The view from jetty, also peaceful and lonely.

The massage palour is quite a nice place. A bit crowded thought, there are many cheapskate like me as it was the final day promotion. But the main attraction is… the massage girls are young and pretty. HOUYEAHHH!!!!

But me and Girlboy got the least of attractive ones. Misfit luck strike again, but I do enjoy chatting with them. I did opt for “add-on” something about better medication on the water. All I see is, blue colouring powder.

We are really chatty. Well, better us noisy than listening to a fat patron trying to hit on his pretty massage lady. It felt really “not comfortable” listening a mid-40 fat and bald guy trying to hit on a young pretty girl. I am so jealous.

The massage is not really something to shout about, after paying and thanking our massage lady. We went for a nearby Vietnamese restaurant, it really look classy, and I was surprised at the relatively affordable pricing. we enjoyed our dinner, and I even took the tab.

Never mind la... feel good ma.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Risk Taker

If there is something that you want, but will risk everything, will you do it?

I am struggling with myself with what I want and what I should.

I am not a risk taker. And I despise myself for it.

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Random Thought

I don't know if it is referring to me......

but i felt the same......

yet my life is so messed up......

it will not be fair

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

So Tired

I am so tired -_-