If there is something that you want, but will risk everything, will you do it?
I am struggling with myself with what I want and what I should.
I am not a risk taker. And I despise myself for it.
I was once a happy child with no care in the world. Now I am a balding, fat, agnostic, bitter, negative, hateful, evil, cowardly, msg dependent, absent minded and ugly social 'mis'fit. Guess life is a little misfit for me.