There is no miracle, I'm screwed!
Sigh, I think there would be no other road.... no matter what or how I see it, it will not end up well.
I was once a happy child with no care in the world. Now I am a balding, fat, agnostic, bitter, negative, hateful, evil, cowardly, msg dependent, absent minded and ugly social 'mis'fit. Guess life is a little misfit for me.